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Tuesday, October 29, 2013

My submission is truly ingrained in me

I've been thinking about how my submission seems to always be lingering right under the surface, just waiting to be triggered by his command. 

Last night I  texted him that I was going to bed which is one of the rituals of my submission. 

A few minutes later he texted back. "Good night...Why don't you sleep naked...You may cum twice when you awake."
Being the horny little bitch I am, I was estatic to hear of this bout of pleasure coming my way! It was also great motivation to get to sleep. In fact, I fell asleep faster than I have in a long time.

When my alarm went off early next morning, my body immediately knew what to do and I of course I did it :)

It just amazes me how before I was even fully awake, I was right on his given task. It kind of reminds me of one of Pavlov's dogs. I heard the alarm bell and immediately began to pleasure myself. No thinking, just instinct. He commands me to do something and my body goes on auto pilot. On an unyielding mission to do whatever it is I am told. 

As a girl who historically has always been in control of myself, it's a pretty cool phenomenon actually....


  1. I have heard quite a number of submissive women noticing what you just said. Honestly, I think explaining things with Pavlov's theory is not far from the truth.

    1. I agree. I have been reading more about these experiments and it is quite fascinating!

  2. Your Pavlov dog theory was quite interesting. Obviously his commands make you do whatever you are told to do. He is training you very well in the submissive lifestyle.

    I hope you blog more often with your insights into this lifestyle.


    1. Thanks FD. He is an excellent trainer and inspires me to obey him at all times. The way I feel if I disappoint him is far worse than any physical punishment could be.