It's been awhile since Sir and I have shared a woman and I have been thinking about it a lot lately.
On the last two years, we have shared 3 women. It has gotten easier every time. In fact, the last time, while I still had some jealousy and conflicting feelings, I actually found pleasure. Both for myself and him. I remember this surprising me at the time. I was experiencing every submissive's dream. Pain and pleasure.
That was last September. Since then we went off on other tangents. All fulfilling in different ways.For the last few months, I have been trying to find another submissive woman. One I explore my dominate side with and to train to please Sir. This is no easy task! I recently asked Sir if I could seek just a normal MFF threesome. I have been thinking about it a lot more recently and have found myself actually wanting it. He said I could seek that but to continue looking for a submissive woman as well.
Well, I don't know if it was the honey moon or what but the very next day, I got replies to both of my ads!
I was so excited but have had enough experience with women to know that this was far from a done deal! Women are tricky. They require endless communication. You need to take sure they feel special and good about themselves. Even if you do all those things, there mood can change with the wind and it's over.
I am proceeding cautiously yet optimistically.
The first one is very young. 18. That's strange on so many levels and I have made a mental note to check her ID before anything happens. At first I was put off by this. I mean she is just a kid! But the more I communicated with her, the more I like her. She is bright, sweet and more mature than people decades older than her. She reaches out first quite a bit and I don't feel like I need to coddle her until we meet. She would like to meet Sir and next weekend. I really don't think she will back out and that's more than I can say about a lot of women I have met.
She does not know we practice D/S so that part would have to be kept under wraps. It's not my preference but I think we will enjoy the experience for exactly what it is.
The second woman seems like a fantasy come true. She is recently divorced from a man who didn't care to explore much. Meanwhile she would be having fantasies of women and threesomes. I've only seen a pic so far but from what I can tell she is gorgeous. Long dark hair, beautiful brown eyes and milky white skin. She says she is interested in exploring her submissive side but had no experience yet. We are meeting each other Friday night for drinks and just to get to know each other. Sir is out of town until next week so it will just be her and I.
Who knows how these scenario's turn out at this very moment, I feel like the world is full of endless possibilities! There are so many people to meet and things to explore and I owe it all to Sir. He taken me to places I never dreamed existed and helped me unfold who I truly am. He is one of a kind amazing and I'll always be grateful I found him.