Sir surprised me by telling me that he has decided he will tattoo me for my birthday! I can’t tell you how excited I was to hear this as I have long had “branding” fantasies.
We have been discussing this off and on for a while now but never had a concrete plan to get it done. It is important to him that I am 100% sure that I want this his mark on my body for the rest of my life. He needs to know that I would not regret someday even if things don't work out between us.
Currently I don’t have any tattoo’s. I really never felt the need to get one until I started allowing fleeting thoughts about BDSM become full blown fantasies and finally realities. From the first mention of this idea, I can honestly say I have had no reservations at all.
Discovering and now living out many of my submissive fantasies has become a part of me. An important dimension of who I am. One that I could never suppress or deny again. It is that big.
Sir asked if I would like any input on what the tattoo is and where it would go and I immediately said “No” and I have not wavered from that answer. That might be strange to some but not to me. It wouldn’t mean as much to either of us if I decided those details. I completely trust him to put the right mark in the right place.
He hasn’t told me much about what he will pick but I am not worried. I have no doubt it will be perfect for me. Even though I don’t know what he will choose, it already signifies strength, faith, trust and devotion to me. This permanent mark on my body will signify not only the celebration of finally exploring my deepest fantasies but of someone who has had a huge and positive impact on my life. Someone who, despite where our respective paths may lead, I will respect and cherish for the rest of my life.